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The personal page of Zero.
Last updated: 18th April 2026.


Awawawawa

So the page title is an injoke and also basically my tumblr handle. It's fine.

Also yes if something goes horribly wrong it's intentionally broken. If it's fucked up I did it right. Welcome to my twisted webbed page.


Zero


Art by Faint.

Name: Zero/Satoru Gojo

Age: 29

Birthday: 1st February

Height: 6'2''

Gender: Male

Pronouns: He/Him

Orientation: Bisexual

Origin: Traumagenic, Split

System Roles: Gatekeeper

Personal Disabilities: Intra-Disordered (NPD), Symptom Holder (Autism - Stimming, ADHD, BPD)

Identity: Satoru Gojo (Jujutsu Kaisen) + Avatar of The Spiral and The Vast (The Magnus Archives)

Other: Tenderly places you in the void.

On member page 9.


Stuff About Me

Names/Nicknames:

  • Gojo - Source name.
  • Satoru - Source name, friends only.
  • Yaoi God - Joke nickname.
  • Z - Nickname by friends.
  • Zee - Nickname by friends.
  • Zespurr - Nickname based on my pokesona.

Emoji / Signoffs:

  • 🌀

Boundaries:

  • Touch - If I know you, sure.
  • Compliments - Cool!
  • Flirting (Joking) - Yes please,,?
  • Flirting (Not Joking) - Yes please,,,,???
  • Source Talk - YES.
  • Source Comparisons - YEAH.
  • Doubles - YEAAAAAHHH.

Positive/Front Triggers:

  • Jujutsu Kaisen music.
  • Space
  • Unreality

Relationships:

Boyfriend:

  • Faint

Friends:

  • Dazai
  • Geto
  • Heart
  • Icarus
  • Pulse
  • Soul
  • Vesper

Avoids:

  • Chord
  • Vince

Special Person(s):

  • N/A

Special Interests/Hyperfixations:

  • The Magnus Archives (Special Interest)
  • Pokemon (Hyperfixation)

Stims/Tics:

  • "Awawawawa" (Typing and verbal stim)
  • "Beep beep beep" (Verbal stim)
  • "Brbrbrbrbr" (Typing stim)
  • Leg bouncing (Stim)
  • Swaying (Stim)
  • "Wuewuewuewue" (Typing stim)

Likes:

  • Cats
  • Doing it for the bit
  • Good queer jokes, don't hit me with the homophobia shit
  • Silly looking animals
  • Yaoi?
  • Youtuber - Kwite

Dislikes:

  • Capitalism
  • Making a dislikes list
  • The Government

Fav Foods:

  • Chicken
  • Rice
  • Steak

Disliked Foods:

  • N/A

Fav Pokemon:

  • Absol
  • Espeon
  • Espurr

Fav Music:

  • Against the Kitchen Floor - Will Wood
  • Circle Town - thquib
  • If You Only Knew - Shinedown
  • Memento Mori: The Most Important Thing In The World - Will Wood
  • Something Wicked - Starset

Game Mains:

  • N/A

Misc:

  • The origin of the "awawawa" stim. I spread it to all my friends like a disease.

Gallery

Pics of me waow. I don't have a ref image of myself or anything yet so for now you're gonna get art of me and the people I care about hanging out.

Me and my boyfriend, Faint.


Old art of myself, Faint and Pulse that needs to be redrawn.


I Hired This Fuckign Thing To Stare At You


Go To His House


Alterhuman Shit:tm:

Stuff I need to question or. Whatever else I put here. I don't know anything. :thumbsup:

Fictional stuff to question:

  • Absol (Pokemon) - Hearttype?
  • Dave fucking Strider from Homed Stuck:tm: - Everyone under the sun joining hands in unison to kin assign me babey.
  • Espurr (Pokemon) - Hearttype, something to link, vaguetype?

Concept stuff to question:

  • Space - Hearttype? Or maybe just like voids in general? Hearthome?
  • The concept of madness itself (both in a spiral way and not) - Idk I fuck with it.

Memory Dump

Oh there's serious stuff on this page? Waow. Content warning for TMA-typical avatar talk, themes of discrimination, abuse, yknow.

18th April, 2026

I did an AMA on a discord server about my canon so I've done some more thinking. I'm not sold on Jogo and Dagon's alignments, and I think Yuta might've had some Stranger/Spiral stuff going on?

Stranger and Spiral avatars used to deviate the most, presumably because of the nature of those fears. If you were stuck to the morals that got put into you as an RA and it was the only thing keeping you from deviating, those fears in particular ate away at that "moral sense" easier than the others. End, Vast and Buried avatars seemed more likely to not go against the rules and be happy to sit around without deviating--the Eye too, I think. You'd think Hunt avatars would go off the rails pretty easy but I can't say I remember anything about that?

Your avatar alignment was influenced by your lineage, like techniques in JJK in a way. You'd be marked (or as we called it, touched) by an entity and more likely to fledge into an avatar later on if you had it in your bloodline. My bloodline had Vast and Spiral in it, which results in my infinity once fledged into an avatar. Blood wasn't everything though, you could become an avatar by regular TMA-esque means. Normally avatars who developed outside of established clans were scouted out and brought into the avatar association (I do not think it was called that).

Multi-avatars were uncommon but definitely not unheard of. Deviations were more common to be influenced by multiple fears, avatard were less common. Multi-avatars were also more likely to become DA's instead of RA's. Two or more fears pulling your strings makes it easier to give in.

I did have the six-eyes, my best guess as to why/how is that I'm eye-touched and that's what results in the infinity + six-eyes combination. Which would mean I'd need to fledge as a Vast/Spiral avatar and not fledge as an Eye avatar, but still be eye-touched, to get that combination. Hence it being rare.

I'm also debating Sukuna being a third thing, along with Desolation/Web? Hard to tell!


16th March, 2025

The TMA fear entities were a thing in my world, which is sourced from Jujutsu Kaisen. They were the same as the ones in TMA as far as I can remember? I was connected to the vast and the spiral.

We didn't necessarily have cursed spirits + curse users or Jujutsu sorcerers so much as we had different groups of manifested fear entities and avatars. I was a redeemed avatar. I didn't make the name. Basically it meant that I was turned into an avatar but chose to not go around stirring shit up for no reason, and to fight against the deviated (as in deviated from humanity and society) avatars as well as direct entity manifestations, just called deviations.

I, as is with TMA avatars, needed to feed. I was able to do so, but only on civilians when necessary. The higherups expected feeding to mainly be performed on deviations (who provided little of anything) and deviated avatars. Though through the service to the "greater good of humanity" or whatever we as redeemed avatars provided, sacrifices were seen as necessary to keep the number of RA's up and not lose them to hunger or have them deviate.

I think we had most of the regular JJK cast? I don't know if I met anyone who would be considered TMA canon. It was a constant tug of war between these eldritch fear entities spitting out new deviations to take down and RA's trying to keep themselves and each other under control. DA's weren't all too common, at least so we thought lmao. Canon JJK events ensue (as close to canon as a TMA version of it can be I guess).

The whole system higherups had of keeping RA's on leash yet still allowing them to feed on civilians felt hypocritical to me. Like pick one or the other. I don't remember who the higherups were but I couldn't do much about them. I hated the naming system for both groups too, felt gross and cultlike which I guess it was. But like, I figured if we're all killing and torturing then why are we any better? DA's have as much human left in them as RA's do yet they're culled like pigs. Ridiculous. Didn't leave the side of the RA's though--I was trying to figure out how to... dismantle the whole thing in a way that suited my views.

I think the avatar alignments were something like this. Multiavatars were common enough but having parts from two entities boosted their power level a whole lot, most of the time.

Sukuna +

  • Sukuna - Desolation/Web
  • Kenjaku - Stranger/Web
  • Uraume - Buried?? (Don't rember well)

Mahito's Group

  • Mahito - Spiral/Slaughter
  • Hanami - Extinction
  • Jogo - Desolation/Buried
  • Dagon - Vast (/Extinction?)

Cursed Womb Paintings (We had a dif name for them I don't rember)

  • Choso - Flesh?
  • Eso - Corruption
  • Kechizu - Corruption

Redeemed Avatars

  • Satoru Gojo - Spiral/Vast
  • Suguru Geto - Stranger
  • Kento Nanami - Spiral/Slaughter
  • Takuma Ino - Hunt
  • Mei Mei - Eye

Student Avatars

  • Itadori - Non avatar?????? Dont rember
  • Megumi Fushiguro - Dark (/Web later?)
  • Nobara Kugisaki - Hunt (/Spiral later?)
  • Maki Zenin - Non-Avatar?????? Dont rember
  • Toge Inumaki - Web
  • Panda - Hunt (/Flesh later??)
  • Yuta Okotsu - ??? No idea???

Deviated Avatars

  • Junpei Yoshino - Corruption
  • Haruta Shigemo - Spiral

That's all I remember for any of that.


Canonmates (Satoru Gojo):

  • Vesper (In-System) - Suguru Geto